Plowing through the shit every day I cannot get a break Nothing seems to go my way It's not my day, it's never been my day Rost is gloging up my veins I feel old, I feel drained... I'm on this quest to find out where I'm from And where do I belong Life is not what it seems to be From all the sacrifices, I livemy life like a dog What a joke Desperation is bringing me down on my knees I'm running into darkness, I'm fighting myself Schizophrenic battle in my own mind I don't know if I should laugh or if I should cry Why am I here, where do I belong? Is this the end of my life? What the fuck is going on? I'm running into darkness, I'm fighting myself Through sorrow and through madness I try to stay sane Time is running It's over I'm falling It's over I'm running into darkness, I'm fighting myself Through sorrow and through madness I try to stay sane