Passiv introverted apathy Wordless in painful misery The denial of Birth and time Longing for the time before mine Unable to exist without repression I am the Spring of my Depression Oblivious no world is mine Discouragement my lamenting Sign Dwelling disgraceful in morbid emptiness The everlasting curse of consciousness Universe of blind Instincts Uncontrolled emotions, unbridled passions Orgasmic, Dionysian dizziness Illusions phantoms of wretched weakness The godless Prayer that radiates the end Save me from all Hours - Death obsessed Beneath the Dead, those careless Skulls The demand of the flesh, the high-spirited blood Everything turns to dust Withers away my mortal remains, my lust.