Every night I, I lay inside my bed and dream I wonder if I ever meant anything And to your love, I know that you hurt me so bad and I But I will try Chorus: But still I try, I try But I, I wont succeed Cause everyday away from you, is one away from me And I'd give my life, if I had to say goodbye But still I try I'm watching, I'm waiting I'm wondering what's your move What is and I'll be, what you wanted me to And if I closed my eyes would I See you smiling back at me But I will try Chorus: And if I dream again, maybe I'll pretend That you listen, I'm missin' All this time with or without you And if you walked away, my skies turning gray And I know you, I show you I tried it all, and now it is for real And now it is for real