I'm not gonna go to work today. I wanna feel the sun shine on my face, and pretend like everything's ok. I won't let anything get to me. My morning coffee and cigarettes to blaze Out on the porch with my insanity. I'm gonna be a bum and sit out here all day long. I'm not gonna go to work today. I'm not gonna go to work today. I wanna feel the sun shine on my face, and pretend like everything's ok. I won't let anything get to me. I'm not gonna go to work today. I wanna feel the sun shine on my face. I'm gonna be a bum and sit out here all day long. I'm not gonna go away. I'm gonna be a bum and sit out here all day long. I don't wanna go. I just wanna fucking cry today because nothing ever goes my way. I spent all my money on cocaine and I still have rent and bills to pay. Everyone's so fucking pissed at me. The reasons why are so obvious to see. I don't care about anyone when the dealers paid and gone and pain is relieved. I'll tie it tight around my neck and kick the chair out with my legs because I want to fucking die today. Yeah, die today.