It's hard to admit I still think about you. Five years (2000 days) I've been living without you. I know I was a dick and I ruined your life, that's just as fucked up as I am tonight. It's hard to admit I still think about you. It's hard to admit I still think about you. I wanna die when I wake up in the morning, if I'm dreaming about you. I hate to admit it but I hate your new guy. I'd like to bury my thumbs in his eyes. It's hard to admit I still think about you