I called you once Called you twice Called you ten times no answer My heavy chest I watched you eat Watched you sleep Watched you breathe You are precious I burn low The ache, the wait The unrequited It's the best It's the best It's the best of all your feelings But it's not enough No it's not Oh why is it so hard For you to even look my way You're keeping me at bay Oh why is it so hard I feel so sick when you're around I'm desperation bound Who's the girl? She's a bore Are you just with her for pleasure? I'll slit her throat And I would die just to ride In the bed that you are sleeping She's all of half taken Oh why is it so hard For you to even look my way You're keeping me at bay Oh why is it so hard I feel so sick when you're around I'm desperation bound Why is it so hard For you to even look my way You're keeping me at bay Oh why is it so hard I feel so sick when you're around I'm desperation bound Why is it so hard For you to even look my way You're keeping me at bay Oh why is it so hard I feel so sick when you're around I'm desperation bound