Now I am on my own I'll live this life alone My father, dad's just gone He's better there, we know He used to hold my hand Trying to find my eyes Then he could understand That I was just a lie But I .... The day he'll meet them ... All that I want to know is if there's any bright reflecting all the hate that I couldn't hide But I .... The day he'll meet them ... Before I let him go He stood staring my eyes So I made his head blow I cried but I don't know why But I .... He can't even say that ...