My reflection shows the strain Of the places I've been Colors fall around me like rain My heart once made of sand Took a breath I feel alive Clear the weight of my sin Oh my lord have mercy on me I know who I'm gon' be Yeah yeah, lord have mercy on me, on me I know who I'm gon' be I finally see what's left before me Yeah they say I thought that you was a christian And what seemed like every time that I fall Just because I follow God don't mean I'm perfect at all And just because you see a fly don't give you reason to call It's a mad world, mad world, we'll all be gone in a minute Truly miss the days I struggle cause they hate you when you're winning Spending most my time adjusting to the time zones Like what's a dream, a sacrifice, a religion, I don't know It keep weighing on my conscience And I got issues in my life that just a constant When I'm at my greatest know the devil tryna break me Angels in the studio feeling like a mosh pit Ignoring all the gossip I won't be controlled by the things I fear No not this year I'm seeing clear Seeing clear am I My reflection shows the strain Of the places I've been Colors fall around me like rain My heart once made of sand Took a breath I feel alive Clear the weight of my sin Oh my lord have mercy on me I know who I'm gon' be Yeah yeah, lord have mercy on me, on me I know who I'm gon' be I finally see what's left before me My reflection shows the strain Of the places I've been Colors fall around me like rain My heart once made of sand Took a breath I feel alive Clear the weight of my sin, of my sin Lord have mercy on me (lord have mercy on me) I know who I'm gon' be Yeah yeah, lord have mercy on me, on me I know who I'm gon' be I finally see what's left before me