This empty feeling, blame it on me Do i deserve this? i must deserve this My soul is sinking; guilt watches me What is my purpose? i must have purpose So i stop and breath You tell me i'm fine, no reason to cry Tell me again and try not to lie There is no difference; everywhere's the same And there is no way for me to win this game Silence informs me i'm solitary Are you out there? please be out there Maybe i'll soon learn how to be perfect I just don't care; why should i care About your apathy? This happens everytime Keep trying to start new The only thing i learn is That it's something i can't do