I fear I lost the hope for all And face myself when I'm alone You’ve been stuck in the wrong direction for years Better to leave when I'm at home Set a spark to burn it all But you can’t fall back And can’t pretend That forgiveness starts When all this talk of confinement Pushed my world away To crush my eyes When you cared the least I'm certain, that you live within These hallow walls To curse my mind When you cared the least I'm hurting, when you left Again I felt it all I lost my heart You said it best I bury all the grief inside me Take it as you please You said it best I want all or nothing You said it best I’d do it all for nothing You said it best To crush my eyes When you cared the least I'm certain, that you live within These hallow walls To curse my mind While behind that mask You’re hurting, you trapped me In this dance of hope But you can’t fall back And can’t pretend Left it once But now you call But you can’t fall back And can’t pretend Left me here And I felt it all