I've been in my head Going real crazy I've keep talkin', talkin', talkin', talkin' To myself lately All the mirrors in my house They've been acting real shady 'Cus the person they see now Is somebody who's in danger Head about to blow Grindin' the skin on my teeth Preassure in my bones Everything's cutting so deep Life has thrown a blow And the bruises have battered my seams On a bed of roses But underneath burying weeds I've been in my head just a little too long Too long I stared at the dark and the Sun Looking for a piece of me Searching through my memories Clouds formed over my dread so I climbed above Broke the floor in my depths so I learned to jump To be A higher me A high-high-high-high-higher me Ready, set and go Fighting that bad that I keep Surfacing so slow But I'm heavy in stamping my feet Never let it grow As I'm crushing these curses beneath It wont take hold of the person I wanted to be I've been in my head just a little too long Too long I stared at the dark and the Sun Looking for a piece of me Searching through my memories Clouds formed over my dread so I climbed above Broke the floor in my depths so I learned to jump To be A higher me A high-high-high-high-higher me Blinded by fights in my head I keep getting Blinded by fights in my head I keep getting Blinded by fights in my head I keep getting Blinded by fights in my head I keep getting Blinded by fights in my head (Call me a psycho cause my) Lights off then back on again (How do I get out when I'm) Blinded by fights in my head (Caught in a trap where all is) Black and the night never ends Caught in phases like Oh, no Same boy daily my Chokehold Torn by fading light No hope Eating my cake and I Taste mould Awake and aching I Need hope Poisen taking it's Sweet hold Life is taking time Time is taking life Walking on a knife Cutthroat Panic When I'm lost my brain becomes Static Filling the blanks without thoughts in my Attic Gone for days when I'm feeling Tragic (Who am I? Where am I? Why am I?) Stranded Waking daily from sleepless Patterns Numbing feelings and forcing Actions Something deep in me needs to Grow Cause I'm about to blow I'm getting louder 'bout these issues I kept shrouded sick of feeling so damn clouded Let 'em go I say it prouder cause the voices they were pounding Throwing bricks and breaking glasses I am hope Envision futures where I never needed sutures Cause my head my heart my skin Is made of stones And if I'm ever feeling blinded I'll steer myself stay guided then go walk Right through that smoke