Trading away this desperate situation Pacing at random Haunted by tenacious ghosts Servitude draws so close Still biding my lacking time Sitting through this all Possessing this frail form Stewing in age, awaiting doom Everything goes to shit Sure, this all has to end Nothing worth mentioning A lack of decency Where is my meal, strapped to this chair A cosmic horror, pure tragedy of Monstrous proportions The grounds will quake In the wake of the events At least for me Absolution This illusion already spreading thin Decisions Facilitate my awaiting calling Been there now, done it all No chance for a second try at all Delusions, spreading thin All this for breaking my boundaries During these restless nights Lingering hope haunts us miscreants This poisonous miasma Ceaselessly torments us all With all else long broken The will is left to be shattered still Certainty lacerates my insides Penalty dire, bleak, my defilement