Searching for a pulse Skin pulled tight Veins stretching to reunite Life stops in rhythms you can't decide Try not to convulse Morbid disarray All up in flames right in front of my fucking face Remove the dirt before the roots have grown This is true alone Giving room for the lungs to decompress Shoulders crumble at the bone beneath the stress I should have never let it get to this I should have never let it get to this Fuck Screaming for help Out of breath and out of time Don't want to see where the next turn leads Apprehensive, the worst has come alive Burning nightmares repeat Out of sight, out of mind Out of God's favor A stabbing fury like I've never known Mortality bent until it breaks Flatlined, reduced to words on a stone Already gone, fully engulfed Yet here I am Begging them to keep searching for a pulse Skin and ash, death is indiscreet Piles of life sit below my feet Nothing to save, morbid disarray Heaven avoids what lives underneath