I really want to express what I feel I really want you to stay I miss a summer that will never return Today near 30, I feel more lost than ever I'm at work, and I remember the happy days When we caught fire with no one beside us It's so hard to be, to exist, to live And I know it seems wrong to want it to go wrong You, with that silly talk, led me to failure Always hoping for a new dawn to change But when I wake up, it's the same melody Echoing memories that won't fade away I'm at work, and I remember the happy days When we caught fire with no one beside us I live a good life now, but you're still with her You don't realize you're still my number I miss a summer that will never return Yesterday, I went to the place you said was forever Listening to Lorde's Ribs, I started to laugh Who knew your promise had an expiration date? It's so hard to be, to exist, to live It's so hard to be, to exist, to live I always hope for a new dawn to change But here I am, feeling lost once again I'm at work, and I remember the happy days When we caught fire with no one beside us It's so hard to be, to exist, to live Yet I still hold on to what we had Wishing you could see, you're my number Forever echoing in my mind