It's okay, Astor I try my best but I'm still fuckin' it up Your scent is poison and it's fuckin' my lungs The thought of tryin' makes me wanna give up Try to do everything but it's not enough I need a hand, just a little reinforcement 'Cause I'd do anythin' to make you feel important Show you that you're special, I tried and you ignore it I been lyin' and you know it The love is lying dormant I hate waking up and not knowing my importance The effort isn't showing The hate is gettin' potent Can't look up at the clock, my time is gettin' shortened I been fighting for my life wondering when the fuck they'll notice Tryna open the doors, can't find an escape Maybe it's karma or maybe it's fate Start to think I'm the problem and I shoulda changed I wanted things and I got them but I'm still the same I wanted to be someone you could depend on Someone to be there when you need a hand or somethin' else A shoulder to cry on when you're not well I wanted to be that, can you believe that? After everything I've done But I could never be that, am I dumb? I been shootin' for the Moon, stars, and the Sun And I'd do it again I try my best but I'm still fuckin' it up Your scent is poison and it's fuckin' my lungs The thought of tryin' makes me wanna give up Try to do everything but it's not enough I need a hand, just a little reinforcement 'Cause I'd do anythin' to make you feel important Show you that you're special, I tried and you ignore it I been lyin' and you know it The love is lying dormant I hate waking up and not knowin' my importance The effort isn't showing The hate is gettin' potent Can't look up at the clock, my time is gettin' shortened I been fighting for my life wondering when the fuck they'll notice I'm just procrastinating