I'm not living Just barely surviving I miss those days when I was thriving The suffering defining me The storm, it's raging, it's all inside of me I am never content, I won't ever be free I fade in and out with the wind Swell and crash just like the sea I am lost, I can't be found You cannot save me Hollow words with a hollow sound The sadness creeping closer I can feel it now Wretched words from a wretched tongue I feel my soul fade as I come undone Dreaded thoughts from beheaded dreams I feel the darkness as it beckons me Despair Sinking down so low, I know I can't stop this Still, forever trapped in this constant agony Suffering every single day Still breathing while I decay I, I decay I, I decay Wretched words from a wretched tongue I feel my soul fade as I come undone Dreaded thoughts from beheaded dreams I feel the darkness as it beckons me Wretched words from a wretched tongue I feel my soul fade as I come undone Dreaded thoughts from beheaded dreams I feel the darkness as it beckons me Returning to despair Returning to despair Despair eternal Suffocating thoughts All around me I'm not living Just barely surviving I miss those days when I was thriving The suffering defining me Wretched words from a wretched tongue I feel my soul fade as I come undone Dreaded thoughts from beheaded dreams I feel the darkness as it beckons me Wretched words from a wretched tongue I feel my soul fade as I come undone Dreaded thoughts from beheaded dreams I feel the darkness as it beckons me