I'm gonna blow my brain with a shotgun It's been six months since the last time we talked And I'ma fall off-stage when I perform in Boston 'Cause I'm so outraged 'bout the way that I lost her Woke up this morning to my girl gone I'm trying to figure out what I did so wrong Was it something I said or maybe something I did? And I just wanna be dead whenever I'm in my crib I'm gonna blow off my head and confront my own death But will she still find my lips on the ground and try to kiss them I want to be something I'm not, yeah, yeah you know Why are you so rude? Why are you, why are you so rude? You're violent, violent, attitude What you trying to do, what you trying to take from me? I had a feeling that you're kinda snaking me But I agreeably 'cause I don't want you to leave It's kinda problematic when I'm chasing peace I'm gonna blow my brain with a shotgun It's been six months since the last time we talked And I'm a fall off-stage when I perform in Boston 'Cause I'm so outraged 'bout the way that I lost her Woke up this morning to my girl gone I'm trying to figure out what I did so wrong Was it something I said or maybe something I did And I just wanna be dead whenever I'm in my crib I got my headphones on, bumping over tonight songs I've been so sober that I can keep composure When my bitch starts acting stupid and claiming that I own her And blaming me for hours, telling me that we are over again Why are you so rude? Why are you, why are you so rude? You're violent, violent, attitude