It's not what I want, it's what I got Keeping an eye on all the things I got (I got) I got (I got), I got (I got), I got Given some thought, it's not what you thought We were the only, now it's gone (it's gone) It's gone (it's gone), it's gone (it's gone), it's gone Gone, where the other things all go, all gone And I don't like the quiet we've ended up on I could get all my wishes granted file by file Engine's running, I can feel the miles Looking to blame, naming the name Telling myself all that I'm not (I'm not) I'm not (I'm not), I'm not (I'm not), I'm not End of the day, wish it would stay Into the evening, now it's dawn (it's dawn) It's dawn (it's dawn), it's dawn (it's dawn), it's dawn Done, as the toughest things get done, all done And I think what we could remain is more than none I could get all my wishes granted file by file My engine's running, I can feel the miles On my knees, I'm kneeling thankfully I'm an actor in a fantasy I'm swimming in an agony I'm a factor in a fallacy My knees, I'm kneeling thankfully I'm an actor in a fantasy I'm swimming in an agony I'm a factor in a fallacy Believing Wish I could forget I hadn't met All that I wanted, I cannot (cannot) Cannot (cannot), cannot (cannot), cannot Wind at my back, keep it on track It was a battle, now it's won (it's won) It's won (it's won), it's won (it's won), it's won Once, I thought never, now I'm one, no one And the light in the distance going on and off I could get all my wishes granted file by file My engine's running, I can feel the miles