This vision that’s haunting me That's causing this lack of sleep (a man) Embodied, entrapped by disbelief (a man) Who had it all but chose not to see Rain hits the window, as I sit in the quiet With only the drops on the pane to break the silence An image of defeat, a man of anguish Efforts exhausted on dreams, now vanished (Exhausted on dreams, now vanished) A home erased, torn from The moral drive to carry on Every morning I look in this mirror Thinking how luxurious my life could be My visions blurring This lack of sleep, has got me in a haze Accepting invitations, now I lay unconscious for days Still empty, in this bed that bears so much weight This weight of guilt, it holds me in place A home erased, torn from The moral drive to carry on Desperately reaching for a hand to pull me out Of this bottomless lake that I made here for myself As I drift from the surface, I now realize I must accept these decisions Let the cold embrace me, it's now the darkness in which I live in I'm trying to push this to the back of my mind Just like I had done to you so many times