So sad now No way out The bottom of despair Hormones raging Going crazy Is there another boy who cares? Deep water Pulling me down Deep water Afraid I'll drown I hear the gays go To San Francisco That's so far away from here School's a jail At home I've failed A life of pain and fear Two more years now Before I get out That's a lifetime to wait Try to hold on Put my thick skin on 'Til I make my escape