I fucked things up again Got lost in my own head and then I tried new medicine with friends It threw me off the end I got fucked up again Got lost in my own head and then Felt my depression hit And jumped right in Do you feel what I fail to feel? There's nothing here, this isn't real I need you to tell the truth We both know where this goes and I hate it I'm thinking of ending things It's been this way for a while it seems Unlikely that this will change And I don't think that my head can take it It's been a long time since anything felt right I don't care what you say, I'm not staying I fucked things up again Got lost in my own head and then I tried new medicine with friends It threw me off the end I got fucked up again Got lost in my own head and then Felt my depression hit I saw the void and jumped right in Do you feel as weird as I feel? We're watching films and I think they're real I need you to tell the truth 'Cause I don't feel myself and I hate it I'm sinking into this chair I'm seeing things that I know aren't there There's no a quick fix for how I feel And I don't think that my head can take it It's been a long time since anything felt right I'm in over my head, I'm not playing I fucked things up again Got lost in my own head and then I tried new medicine with friends It threw me off the end I got fucked up again Got lost in my own head and then Felt my depression hit I saw the void and jumped right in I fucked things up again Got lost in my own head and then I tried new medicine with friends It threw me off the end I got fucked up again Got lost in my own head and then Felt my depression hit I saw the void and jumped right in