I had no control over what I felt Still don’t, I'm fighting with myself And I keep losing, ‘cause this fight You already won without a doubt Each time someone gets too close to you Or lays a hand where I once knew All my instincts start to scream Louder than I can ever mute You shouldn’t have this hold on me But you do, and I can’t break free I wanna give in to what I feel But I need to run from you And let you run from me 'Cause we won't end well like this In between the leaving, I still feel you near I try to let go, but you won’t disappear Every time I fight it, I just draw you near You’re still here, you’re still here You’ve stolen every thought I own No scent compares to yours alone I search for you unconsciously In every smile, every glance, in every beat of me I feel so numb when you're around And without you, I break down You're in my thoughts, in every frame I paint Everything I do is you, you're flowing through my veins In between the leaving, I still feel you near I try to let go, but you won’t disappear Every time I fight it, I just draw you near You’re still here, you’re still here And still, I know I have to let you go In between the leaving, it's hard to say goodbye 'Cause every part of me still belongs to you In between the leaving