Losing time, lost myself Looking in the mirror I see someone else Tryna cope, but nothing helps Wish I told you how I really felt I've never really known what I needed (needed) Wish I had something to believe in (believe in) Even if it's all just to pretend (pretend) That everyone I loved isn't leaving 'Cause I can't believe I fell for that Already been to hell and back It never seemed all that bad (bad) But now I'm out, I'm not going back I'm not going back (back, I'm not going) I'm not going back (back) Ooh ooh Climbing out, cut it close No one understands what I need the most Full of doubt, losing hope I won't let it get the best, I need help I've never really known what I needed Wish I had something to believe in Even if it's all just to pretend That everyone I loved isn't leaving 'Cause I can't believe I fell for that Already been to hell and back It never seemed all that bad (bad) But now I'm out, I'm not going back I'm not going back (back, I'm not going) I'm not going back (back) I'm not sorry for not calling I've been having my own problems Overthinking, too much drinking Now I'm not calling back I can't believe I fell for that Already been to hell and back It never seemed all that bad But now I'm out, I'm not going back I'm not going back (back, I'm not going) I'm not going back (back) Oooh, oooh Oooh, oooh Oooh, oooh Oooooh Back, back