I tell myself I'm fine at night With you or without you I'll be alright yeah yeah I still care about you, but I know you don't I guess that It doesn't matter Doesn't Matter to you Got me in my feelings right now Conversations All up in my head right now My heart racin' Laying in my bed right now A part of me is dead somehow Having these conversations But I never know what to say I know that I told you to leave leave But It'd mean the the world if you stayed With me Occasionally I overreact never mind if I said that Wish I could just take it all Back back back Gotta admit that it's my fault my fault You ended up in somebody else's arms We had wars 'Cause all of the times that We fought We fought We fought We'd become stronger yeah that's what we thought Crazy to see how we faded apart Never imagined you'd be Gone I Hate change I was used to you and your love you Should've stayed Yeah that's what you should've done Now Nothing will ever be the same yeah Sent me walking home in rain yeah Is this even real? Can you make sure it's not a drill I tell myself I'm fine at night With you or without you I'll be alright yeah yeah I still care about you, but I know you don't I guess that It doesn't matter Doesn't Matter to you Got me in my feelings right now Conversations All up in my head right now My heart racin' Laying in my bed right now A part of me is dead somehow I'm all alone it's just me and my phone Feel like calling you up, I just wanna say what's up Girl I know we been through this over all over again It just seems I do worse without you or is it my head, yeah Is it In my head yeah Am I getting misled Yeah Girls come up at me Yeah But I want you instead Yeah I don't know why Sometimes you feel entitled You were my all To me you was so vital It hurts to say Goodbye Tell me why you acted like I was the bad guy You acted like I never ever even Tried I tell myself I'm fine at night With you or without you I'll be alright yeah yeah I still care about you, but I know you don't I guess that It doesn't matter Doesn't Matter to you Got me in my feelings right now Conversations All up in my head right now My heart racin' Laying in my bed right now A part of me is dead somehow