'Cause you always seem to be sticking around The pressure is rising, and I'm 'bout to drown I thought you said that It would be better if I didn't look But I smile back and maybe I took This all for granted But now you're here in my arms The room is cold, you set alarms But I've been running from you my whole life 'Cause I have been losing all faith in myself I have been trying to get off the shelf I needed to But I'm getting scared, I can't do it alone And I'm just so nervous when I lose my phone I can't get through 'Cause I've been running from you my whole life Filled with indecision all the time But now you're here in my arms The room is cold, you set alarms But I've been running from you my whole life Lately I haven't been doing a lot The clothes on my floor have been piling up I can't walk through Forget what I said about being alone I hate this shit and I wanna go home Be next to you 'Cause happy times only make missing you worse I'm not losing hope, I'm just hoping this works Well, don't you too? 'Cause I've been runnin' from you my whole life Filled with indecision all the time Now you're here in my arms The room is cold, you set alarms But I've been running from you my whole life 'Cause I don't need exercise I need an exorcism And I don't need extra drugs Bro, I'm really failing And I don't need a fucking hug I need some repetition When I said I gave a fuck I swear that I was kidding Drove by my old apartment Let's be real, that shit was ours But after you departed Spent my money on the bars And cigars with some weed Uber cars, with just me Your new boy thinks you love him But you told that shit to me 'Cause I've been runnin' from you my whole life Filled with indecision all the time But now you're here in my arms The room is cold, you set alarms But I've been running from you my whole life