Giving up and wasting my time Finish college just to end my life I can't take, everyone is falling in love I can't take, that I'm gonna die alone Thought that id be dead by now I'm still here and its so much worse I liked you but I'm so bad at talking Without you I am nothing I don't have a job I got anxiety I can't go outside Without getting so depressed Its useless To try Cause I Always seem to fail I can't take Everyone is falling in love I can't take That I'm gonna die alone I can't take Everyone is falling in love I can't take That I'm gonna die alone I cry for help And you ignore me I made it worse And now you hate me You were all my hope And now I'm nothing Its my fault For thinking I had a chance I can't take Everyone is falling in love I can't take That I'm gonna die alone I can't take Everyone is falling in love I can't take That I'm gonna die alone This shit wont stop Until I pull the trigger Paint the walls with my brain Can't feel anymore pain Or maybe ill pull out a knife And put an end to my strife Cause I'm just so fucking done Don't really care anymore So long as I am dead I really couldn't care less Don't wanna see what ill miss Havent even had my first kiss So what if I am a bitch I wont remember a thing I can't take Everyone is falling in love I can't take That I'm gonna die alone I can't take Everyone is falling in love I can't take That I'm gonna die alone I can't take Everyone is falling in love I can't take That I'm gonna die alone