The months came back to haunt me Ever since we fought at the store When you said I'm not the one dying I played along until you got bored I can’t explain how I'm acting Hidden in a cover song A victim or just pretending To be empty between two lungs Been tired your whole life It’s what drove you out west Ready to throw in the towel Give the old pain a rest It always seems to be small things You choose to see in yourself Used to stick glue in my teeth till it turns into something else So I’ll take off for the whole year Take on this bloodline, too When I'm stuck in my own shit I still couldn’t turn into you I still couldn’t turn into you I still couldn’t turn into you I gave it a good try To be the very best Ready to throw in the towel Give the whole thing a rest