How many times did I rise up from hell Walk through the fire, feel the burning heat? How many times I fought my inner demons Always trying to drag me down beneath? How many times did I have to kill my flesh Just to stay alive? I will never surrender I will never stop the fight Even when they rise against me The gates of hell won't stand tonight How many times I fought against my own will Just to not completely break Just to never fall to my knees In front of those who wanted me erased? How many times did hell scream out my name And I never answered back? I kept moving on Lost inside the endless dark With a blackened soul Feeling nothing at all They all came straight for me A thousand fell on one side, ten thousand on the other Hell tried to claim my life But I survived Inside my heart there was nothing but a void All that remained was ice A cold so deep It sometimes made me fear myself But even then I stayed on my feet