Bitterness blooms It's always in my head, every time that I fail I'll never get it right Wounds never heal I was born cold, cursed to feel And my fractures never mend Embrace the pain Trade pleasure for a life in vain Take me away Too fed up to care Merge with you, lose myself What is left to do? Just a ghost in my own skin Fractures don't lie In a world where I Am too scared to break out Because I'm living with a thousand doubts Don't try to relate To the parts of me, I fucking hate Life so cruel Mind torn in two with it staring through And when I crash into the wall For what it's worth, I felt nothing at all (nothing at all) I felt nothing, nothing, nothing Hard to kill Left to rot with this earth A melody in constant anguish Where sanity starts to peel away You will never feel again in this life Forever wasting away in the grey All alone Maybe I'm hard to kill But that shit ain't a blessing Count it as lost Holding my breath And my head's stuck in the ceiling Nothing like us Closer to Ganymede Than the absence, I'm seeing Count it as yours No strings attached Nothing here stopping the feeling Hard to kill