Heaven's sake everyone For standing in my way For ruining all my fun You say you're doing it for my sake I thought I did my best It was nearly good enough But all that effort, I guess It didn't add up to very much It hurts me when you call I hear the way you are thinking I could've so easily had it all I could've have had everything I could've have had everything This perfect life I'm in Screwing myself over I could've had everything I should've had everything You almost got me thinking I'm screwing myself over Screwing myself over They say that madness is doin' a thing the same way You hope it's gonna turn out different But you're doing it anyway I guess it's what I did with you But at least I have a reason So my apologies, won't go to anyone It hurts me when you say That all my close friends hate me I really thought I had it all I could've had everything I could've had everything It's the perfect life I'm in Screwing myself over I could've have had everything I should've had everything You almost got me thinking I'm screwing myself over I coulda, I coulda, I coulda I coulda, I coulda had everything I coulda, I coulda, I coulda I coulda, I coulda had everything I came so near to thinking I had something To learn I could've had everything I could've had everything It's the perfect life I'm in Screwing myself over Could've had everything I should've had everything You almost got me thinking I'm screwing myself over Could've had everything I should've had everything It's the perfect life I'm in Screwing myself over I could've had everything I should've had everything You almost got me thinking I'm screwing myself over I'm screwing myself over