C G Em D 2x
[Verse 1]
C G
Since I was 17
Em D
I`ve always hated my body
C G
And it feels like my body`s hated me
Em
Can somebody find me a pill
D
To make me un-afraid of me?
[Pre-Chorus]
C G Em
Seen every therapist, but I´m a cynical bitch
D
Don´t like to talk about my feelings
C G Em
I take another hit, I find another fake fix
D
´Cause it´s easier than healing
[Chorus]
C G
I don´t wanna be this way forever
Em D
Keep telling myself that I´ll get better
C G
Every time I try, I always stop me
Em D
Maybe I´m just scared to be happy
[Interlude]
C G Em D
[Verse 2]
C G
Since I was 22
Em D
I´ve been with somebody who loves me
C G
And I´ve been tryna believe it´s true
Em
But my head always messes up my heart
D
No matter what I do
[Pre-Chorus]
C G Em
Seen every therapist, but I´m a cynical bitch
D
Don´t like to talk about my feelings
C G Em
I take another sip, I swear it's my last fix
D
´Cause it´s easier than healing
[Chorus]
C G
I don´t wanna be this way forever
Em D
Keep telling myself that I´ll get better
C G
Every time I try, I always stop me
Em D
Maybe I´m just scared to be happy
C G
I don´t wanna be this way forever
Em D
Keep telling myself that I´ll get better
C G
Every time I try, I always stop me
Em D C G
Maybe I´m just scared to be happy
[Post-Chorus]
Em D C G
Maybe I'm just scared to be happy
Em D C
Maybe I'm just scared to be happy
[Bridge]
C
I´m so scared of having something to lose
Em D C
I´m scared of being somebody new
Em
I´m so scared of all them seeing the truth
D
´Cause right now I´ve got nothing
[Chorus]
C G
But I don´t wanna be this way forever
Em D
Keep telling myself that I´ll get better
C G
Every time I try, I always stop me
Em D C G
Maybe I´m just scared to be happy
[Post-Chorus]
Em D C G
Maybe I'm just scared to be happy (Maybe, yeah)
Em D C
Maybe I'm just scared to be happy
