Awaken to this day, body's already starved Continuation, the black is never far My heart seeks the light, but thoughts are bask in dark It starts wit a tear, then rips into a scar As I stand right here, my honesty has to speak Your drugs of contentment couldn't hold me down in peace I've got an urge to kill, and god I know it's wrong Save me lord save me, don't need no prison yard as home Save my soul before my last love is hate Then I won't beg for patience and I'll become fail save I got a beautiful woman who stands strong at my side And a mighty god in Father Yah, still my reasons just don't rhyme A little pill supposed to killand let my anger subside But if I slit a wrist or connect my fist, would an innocent face survive I'm getting much to close while looking to turn back And I can see the end of my rope, how it's frayed and unwrapped A blast from the past can't exonerate my goals To a peaceful end in a six foot black hole