I'm not a bad guy But I know I don't have saint in my blood Cause I have a good man Who understands how to treat me with love But something's missing When we kiss no spark, just lighter fluid So breathe out the poison Get the syphon cause these lips are toxic Give up or fight for us Don't want to leave if my heart's in love The guilt might be the death of me If words can be a weapon end the misery I don't want to hold the gun I don't want to be the one To break your heart and ruin what we had But I can't look you in the eye Say you make me feel alive Pull the trigger baby cause I can't Oooo hold the gun Oooo hold the gun I thought if I left All this pain next to the dog I buried Something would change But that's defined they say as insanity Nothing can grow If my baby don't know what made the grass die Now the back yard's black And I I still can't explain why Give up or fight for us Don't want to leave if my heart's in love The guilt might be the death of me Put the gun to my head and end the misery I don't want to hold the gun I don't want to be the one To break your heart and ruin what we had But I can't look you in the eye Say you make me feel alive Pull the trigger baby cause I can't Oooo hold the gun Oooo hold the gun I don't want to hold the gun I don't want to be the one To break your heart and ruin what we had But I can't look you in the eye Say you make me feel alive Pull the trigger baby cause I can't Oooo hold the gun Oooo hold the gun