I can't leave now, yeah I'm stuck though I let myself down, had to let go 'cause I can maintain on my own now And I can't look back, wish I could though yeah And I don't really wanna say this part I'm afraid of what you'll blame me for Even though I know it wasn't my fault I can never seem to get that far All these vices Bars, lines, Percocet The worst part's over But I'm still sober 'Cause now my house feels like a cheap hotel room And if I wake up, won't be until noon Heart-shaped stains on the dirty carpet, everywhere I never got a chance to see what's out there I connect dots on a popcorn ceiling Waiting on life to come and find me, before I do Spending my time in the workshop Obsessing on these songs 'til they all drop I'll keep you entertained with my dark thoughts 100 000 streams for a soft spot And I don't wanna relive this part I'm afraid of what you'll blame me for Even thought I know it wasn't your fault I can never seem to get that far All these vices Bars, lines, Percocet The worst part's over But I'm still sober 'Cause now my house feels like a cheap hotel room And if I wake up, won't be until noon Heart-shaped stains on the dirty carpet, everywhere I never got a chance to see what's out there I connect dots on a popcorn ceiling Waiting on life to come and find me, before I do And I don't really wanna say this part I'm afraid of what you'll blame me for Even though I know it wasn't my fault I can never seem to get that far All these vices Bars, lines, Percocet The worst part's over But I'm still sober 'Cause now my house feels like a cheap hotel room And if I wake up, won't be until noon Heart-shaped stains on the dirty carpet, everywhere I never got a chance to see what's out there I connect dots on a popcorn ceiling Waiting on life to come and find me, before I do