So maybe this is what it's like To not remember what it's like Not having you around And i don't believe You'd be here if you could But then again You never said you would I make up promises you never made To waste space and time And make like i'm doing fine Make like i'm having a fun time Out of my heart So i feel nothing So i can't get hurt So i won't care anymore I'll be fine if i never feel a thing again I'll be even better i'll be all the better Then & only then Come and take away my want It doesn't matter what i want I hear lobotomies are free these days I doubt now Your gestures are sincere You goddamn piece of shit broken mirror I don't know what i want Or what i've got What's free is yours I don't care if you break my heart