[Part I] I hope that no one heard me I hope that none of you were listening I felt the dark explode Like a full somatic show Did you hear what you said When you told me I meant sorrow? But I've been holding you up For as long as I can recall Am I surrounded by disasters whenever I'm near? It's the loneliest of fortune, not having you here I saw you waiting for me I saw your eyes were dark as winter When the Sun gives in And the days are long and cold Am I surrounded by disasters whenever I'm near? It's the loneliest of fortune, not having you here [Part 2] In some ways I don't want to survive In some ways I still see you by my side Some days I'm glued to the bed In some ways I'm already dead It's brutal I'm cold The ice queen Is getting old Stop the torture Stop the wait Let me leave Before it's too late In some ways you're the evidence I need A long time, but I'm finally here Too far away to feel the warmth Close enough to not let go It's brutal I'm cold The ice queen Is getting old Stop the torture Stop the wait Let me leave Before it's too late