Too many times you have left Me here to walk alone And now I must face this Madness on my own All the times you pretend That I am the way I am lost in the words You will never say I won't know, ever know Where I shall go I can't see, ever see What you have done to me Let me down, get me down Whenever you come around I will be, far for me But never becoming free Here I stand in a place Where I have never been Falling more in a life Consuming only sin Your laughter is building Up inside my head Now I find myself Wishing you were dead