I never thought that I could be This far from the truth Bad words inside of my head Fading, blinding me You're still creeping 'round my back Waiting patiently A dark, clouded shadow Haunting, stalking Look into my eyes You will see the pain That you've bestowed on me This hurt it will not stain I will never follow you Bring myself this low Your insults are pleasing me I will wake and go Now knowing you have faulted me I will become strong Leave you from my mad thoughts Mindless rage in me Loosing you is a gain for me I'll get over it No more lies to tell Fearing sleeping