I've been here for a long time Watching the falling snow outside I've been here for a long time Can't get out of my mind, suicide I wish I could stay But the words that they say Hurts me like knives And again, depression arrives Please stay with me till this ends It's dark in here, hurts like fire And I don't want to let you go Help me go higher Higher, take me to a happy place Where there is no disgrace Higher, take me to a better place Where there is only grace Life is difficult, I'm going through it This is reality, I have to face it If the world brings me down, I'm not going to get up After all, I'm not strong enough I can't fly, can't breathe I can't go and feel the breeze Even if I try to get this away It's always coming for me, anyway Can you promise me? Sorry, I'm afraid, can't you see? People get away, I'm not doing a thing Everything I do is useless, is depressing They can't see through the mask I say yes, when they ask I'm okay, I'm fine Can't you see the fucking signs? This is reality, face it, suffer it You're useless, right? You don't have the light Now sleep forever, goodnight