I said I want it all from him He asked me if I'm dressed for the ride But I don't wanna feel my past come up In interactions I just can't let slide No, I don't wanna sabotage myself You know them demons wanna get inside And every toke is just an ask for help Every tear is just a blessing in disguise And I don't wanna cry I know you don't wanna see me cry And you know I don't wanna run But the truth won't let me stay In your life 'Cause boy your love is 'Cause boy your love is like a drug (Boy your love, boy your love, boy your love) Boy your love, it keeps me up all night And I drink too much, I smoke too much Think too much (Boy your love is like a drug) And I drink too much, I smoke too much Think too much, mm (Boy, your love, it keeps me up all night) And I drink too much, I smoke too much, mm Think too much I know I'm gonna give you up (I drink too much, I smoke too much) I said I want it all from him He said he needed time to decide But he treat me like an option Thinks I won't block him, and I just cut the ties And act unbothered Really we're both suffering inside I need to sit and ask myself Do I really need to let this die And I don't wanna cry I know you don't wanna see me cry You know I don't wanna run But the truth won't let me stay in your life (Boy your love is, boy your love is) 'Cause boy your love is like a drug And I drink too much, I smoke too much Think too much I drink too much, I smoke too much Think too much I drink too much, I smoke too much Think too much I drink too much 'Cause boy your love is like a drug And I drink too much, I smoke too much Think too much Boy your love, it keeps me up all night I drink too much, I smoke too much Think too much Boy your love is like a drug I drink too much, I smoke too much Think too much Boy your love it keeps me up all night I drink too much, I smoke too much Think too much