I started to fall In the backseat of the cab My hand in your hair Your head in my lap And every time I dream of this I wish that I Did not exist That I'd have just floated away And then it starts to fall apart The day we long to go back to the start I should have known the moment that You felt the need to take a step back I should have just floated away Why did I believe In the lies within a dream? Could I be the one to blame If it always ends the same? I guess I've grown and so have you And I believe that our love was true And even though it caused me pain This toxic need wants it back again The idea of you floats in my brain I know that I'll move on someday But for now that backseat is here to stay And Thursdays will never be the same I'll smile with sadness and repeat your name Till I don't feel that familiar pain I love you I wish it would rain