I'll run away 'Cause I ain't like other guys They have better lives And I only have my shitty mind They enjoy love Win every fight they have I lose even if I don't do anything I just waste my time Wish had a friend A guy who could help Improve my mind and help me Stop hatin' myself, oh well Think that I can't Win in this life. I'll go to hell 'Cause I heard many things about my defects everywhere I wanna know what I need To do to can have self-esteem but I can't I just hope you understand I need to know that I'm different in my way, yeah and Sometimes I don't feel so good, it's correct I can't be defeated by my mind and I need to know ain't gonna be perfect Need to scream loud Because I wanna be fine It won't help me, but I am trying to feel better Should kill myself 'Cause seems that nobody'll help I'll be with you, but then you ran away, goddamn, oh well I'll leave this world And nobody will know The reason for what I did when I went to the world of dead Maybe I'll be fine Doing this, won't feel anything And seems that nobody will care about my bad feelings I wanna know what I need To do to be feeling better but I can't I just hope you understand I need to know that I'm different in my way, yeah and Sometimes I don't feel so good, it's correct I can't be defeated by my mind and I need to know ain't gonna be perfect, but I don't know if I will be fine, so In the meantime I'll try to improve my mind and I'ma think I'll be better than my past self, and I need to know ain't gonna be perfect They have problems And some of them some worse So, I don't have to feel bad 'cause is tiny compared to theirs This makes no sense because Several people told me: You are worth the same as the others, I don't think so I wanna know what I need To do to get over this now but I can't I just hope you understand I need to know that I'm different in my way, yeah and Sometimes I don't feel so good, it's correct I can't be defeated by my mind and I need to know ain't gonna be perfect I don't know if I will be fine, so In the meantime I'll try to improve my mind and I'ma think I'll be better than my past self, I I need to know ain't gonna be Feeling good if I still thinking like this, waiting someone help Tomorrow I'll be dead, every thing's shit I need to know that I'm different in my way, yeah and Sometimes I don't feel so good, it's correct I can't be defeated by my mind and I need to know ain't gonna be perfect I don't know if I will be fine, so In the meantime I'll try to improve my mind and I'ma think I'll be better than my past self I need to know ain't gonna be perfect