I love you I'm still a fan even though I was salty Hate to see you with some other guy, now you happy Hate to see you happy if I'm not the one drivin' I'm so mature Your photos on my phone, scrolling at 4 in the morning Forever's gone, hah, guess i'm still in mourning (I don't want none, I just want you) Never told me why you had to go, you'd just up and gone (If I can't have you, no one should) Always envied how you'd been able to move right along I might I might kill my ex, not the best idea Her new boyfriend's next, how'd I get here? I might kill my ex, I still love her though Rather be in jail than alone I get the sense that I should give in I get the sense you really love him Eyes bright, smile wide, you come alive And he's got you so fucking mesmerized, but damn You was out of reach You was at the farmer's market with your perfect peach Now I'm in amazement, playin' on my patience Now you layin' face-down, got me singin' over a beat I'm so mature- You're the one who told me I should never let us go (If I can't have you, no one will) Remember? I I might kill my ex, not the best idea Her new boyfriend's next, how'd I get here? I might kill my ex, I still love her though Rather be in jail than alone Watch you take him to all the places we liked (I did it all for love) Hand in hand, both in step, night after night (I did it all on no drugs) Watch you share street food, his clothes, your life Watch you laugh like you did back when you were mine Remember when you said I'd be a part of you (I did it all for love) So when you lost your love, did you lose yourself too? If I can't have you no one should I love you, shot you, red with blood I just I just killed my ex, not the best idea (Idea) Killed her boyfriend next, how'd I get here? I just killed my ex, I still love her though (I do) Rather be in hell than alone