I can't remember, or I want to forget How many times I drowned in regret I got aware that life got its toll And I'm another disposable doll Can't find a way to disappear My mask of joy hurts even more And now I'm chained and stucked Don't matter how I tried, can't get off this hole I've been delaying, been abandon my heal And everytime I barely stand, I get another hit I've been delaying, been abandon my heal And everytime I'm almost there I lay down broken in the dark Rain fall, wash it all away And drop the weight of this world I prayed begging for a sign While I layed broken in the dark Rain fall, wash it all away And drop the weight of this world I prayed begging for a sign While I layed broken in the dark I've been delaying, been abandon my heal I've been delaying, been abandon myself I've been delaying, been abandon