Sweet melancholy, good afternoon No, I insist, after you I follow you like religious people will follow scriptures My external hard drive for real still got a lot of pictures Of my ex, confirming that my mind's still cloudy Still wondering at times how she feel without me Probably better than this, 'cause this is pretty pathetic I'm over the breakup now and I don't really regret it I just wish I could go back and just feel for a second The way I felt when you called me dear and you meant it On the bright side, I've now learned to deal with depression Sometimes I do feel kinda hollow, but I'm keen to accept it I almost fell in love twice since we've last spoke God, it's been two years, huh? That's mad, yo I wonder if you changed, 'cause me, I'm still an asshole Still writing from the heart and making dad jokes Still maining toon link when playing smash bros Still spending money fast and staying mad broke Now more focused, so time feels like it's on fast forward I've seen some shit, so I guess us was just a crash course I chilled with bill last year, and, boy, was it a highlight! He was leaving to work each morning, I was high like You take it easy bill, I hope you have a good day! Where are my motherfucking keys? Is what he would say Smoking cigarettes while posted on the balcony All the neighborhood kids calling out to me Well I was praying that the blinds were blotting out the weed Shane, tj, tim, and cam were always looking out for me And everybody else I've spent time with were alchemy We had a chemistry I never really thought existed If I told you everything, you'd be distraught you missed it Wait who the fuck am I talking to when nobody's listening?