Slave to insomnia Dreamless and sleepless Counting the stars Just to watch them fall Prisoner of phobia Afraid of my shadow I never know Who I'll be tomorrow I still remember the way You used to say my name As if I was your own As if this ever meant Anything at all I'd give anything to go back to that moment Even if only for a moment I'd give anything to go back to that moment Even if only for a moment How can I forget The only things I want to remember? (want to remember) This is an endless endeavor This is pretending we never said forever You looked into my eyes And promised we would die together I'd give anything to go back to that moment Even if only for a moment I'd give anything to go back to that moment Even if only for a moment It was always my greatest fear Everyone I love would disappear Just like the color clear Just like the color clear