When I'm by myself I find my mind starts drifting somewhere else It's not inside this dimension, it's definitely somewhere else I wrestle with my thoughts, constant wrestle with my mental health I'm put on life-support, I've been put upon the highest shelf My whole life I've been fighting This cake it don't have icing These mantras I'm reciting They're mean to keep me sane I don't know if they're working Cerebral cortex hurting Maybe it's all learning? Maybe it's cause Life is a lottery, what an anomaly Sometimes it's riches, and sometimes it's poverty Sometimes your nerves have been fried by neuropathy Begging the surgeon to have a lobotomy Honestly, I'm a speak honestly, honestly Life is ironically fucking me chronically I have been ill in myself and it bothers me License for killing myself, call me Connery Ah, I'ma be straight with you now I'ma go straight for the heart Pupils dilate in the dark People die-late in the dark Noah was late for the ark Hmm, Noah was late for the ark Genesis rain and it rain when it starts Genesis pain in the art Genesis aim for the heart Genesis Genesis When I'm by myself I find my mind starts drifting somewhere else It's not inside this realm of though, it's definitely somewhere else Wage war upon my demons, I've been knocking down the gates of hell A heretic, a heathen, I've been screaming in this padded cell It's pain making, my pain waking, it's painstakingly cold My soul aching, my bones breaking when holding onto control Wrap yellow tape round the body shape, put the body in the bag zip close It's malignant, it's mutating, it's such a sight to behold Ah ha, mh hm Let me be real for a second, mhm Tongue is a gun, it's a weapon, hm Reload blat, beat, dead em, mhm Beast mode, Armageddon, get em Let me take the wheel for a second Hit a hoop like Shaquille O'Neal with aggression Regroup with a three point steal in succession Swish swoop and I'm making them feel the profession Making them feel the profession Making them feel the profession Time is the author, the lesson Time is a murderous weapon Time is a curse and a blessing Time is confined in the eye of my mind That reminds me that life is just slipping right by Take my piece of the pie And then feed and unwind I find freedom in rhymes To defy my depression I'ma be straight with you now I'ma go straight for the heart Pupils dilate in the dark People die-late in the dark Noah was late for the ark Hmm, Noah was late for the ark Genesis rain and it rain when it starts Genesis pain in the art Genesis aim for the heart Genesis Genesis