What you see is not what I feel for there's this drape in me woven with dark silk Turns everything into grey as (it) was made of shades Things I've done the whole of my life Have become now empty shells consumed by the waves of time Now everything is plain grey and my life just fades away and away and away Silent air, a leaden sky is reflecting in this motionless lake Not a whisper nor a sound Only sorrow and despair It's been you - you killed me first (x2) Moods of darkness have encircled my soul Day by day I feel the foolishness It is something I cannot explain But it's eating me from inside Eating me - from inside Eating me - you killed me first