The weight, my chest like thunder The stench, the ground she's under As if nobody loved her But I loved her How has it come to this? Who gets off on unconsciousness? I feel so powerless. Am I a fool because I tried? Am I a fool because I tried? The violent crack of thunder The anxious air she's under As if I didn't love her But I love her How has it come to this? A week's worth of happiness Has it all been meaningless? Am I to blame because I tried? Am I to blame because I tried? How many months have I? How many times did I? You were closer than I How many moments have I? How many times did I? But you were farther than I I can sleep because I tried