When you need somebody hope I pop up in your mind first Nigga you looking for somebody, well, I hope that you find her But I hope I find mine first Maybe it'd be better if I tried first Maybe it'd be better if I lied first Tellin' me that time works, then why the fuck does this shit hurt so Does this shit hurt so much, so Maybe it'd be better if I tried first When you need somebody hope ill pop up in your I promise I'm going to find you again No matter what, and fall in love with you again Mine first, she was mine first Nevermind, thinkin' only make it worse Takes time, but she took mine first Now I'm up, got me questionin' my worth In the end, I can say that it was worth, it won't say again And now I'm constantly workin' at 8 A.M. Instead of waking up to her I remind myself I gotta get, that's for certain, its up to me I'ma work until my people live comfortably Then maybe love will come to me I promise I'm going to find you again I guess we gon have to see I wanna go on trips that you mentioned alone I wonder if your man see my success inside your phone I wonder if you wonder if I'm ever comin' home That shit wasn't home, I'ma leave you there alone Home alone